Question everything you do. What is the reason and purpose of your behavior.
Question the motives of others. Ask why, ask for clarification.
It’s perfectly acceptable to try to make sense of your life and circumstances.
If someone has a problem with you asking questions, ask why?
You have the right and responsibility to yourself and your life to make it the best, you never need to justify bettering your life and life education to anyone.
You only have to answer to yourself.