Trauma makes you do deep inner work which makes you acutely aware. The more you do this inner work the easier you can see others living in deep unawareness.
It seems like a curse and you will feel very different from the rest of the world. That’s OK. Stay different, you are not supposed to be like everyone else. You are supposed to be aware.
And there is a very good chance others feel different too, they just don’t show it.
Do whatever you need to do to be comfortable in your own skin. Embrace changing.